I've always hesitated to blog about personal things in my life, mainly because besides the people I know, I have no idea who else reads my blog. It can be disturbing, knowing the uncontrolled power of the cyberspace.

Probably I'm too self conscious. I'm concerned about how people will judge me, not the way I look; but the way I act, and think.

And probably, I realised that I'm better at sharing my happiness than my worries; just because, hey, no point spreading the negative energy & burden to other people.

But today, I hope you will bear with me. I am simply, not happy.

I know, I should be satisfied & content at what I have & had, plus the countless opportunities given to me.

But today, just let me cry. Let me grief, at how things turned out to be; ironically.